4:57 pm - Thursday, Jan. 24, 2002
Song:
I'm so bad at this love thing
I say I love someone, when i know it's not love
when i know, it's damn good
but not love
and i'm talking now
partially because it's the truth
and partially because I don't want Kayley to think I'm crazy
Now I really cant drop this
and I'm supposed to leave soon
why can't i just get it off my mind!
Maybe i should write in my real journal
I'm so negligent
I'd be no good having kids
I'd forget them in the car and the shopping cart all the time
or like, forget to feed them
But then again, diarys don't cry when you shove them in a box under your bed