8:04 am - Thursday, Sept. 19, 2002
Song:
Basking in small joys. School starts later. I have only three classes today. Art, Photo, and Pre-calculus. The last of which I would be fine without.
Stayed up too late on the phone just to return to it in the morning. Needing a bonding tie.
Sha la la la la la la yeah
Now I�m counting crows and dancing with Mr. Jones and not moving from where my mind stays.
I spent much of a film about Jamestown in History class, daydreaming. Horrible ideals I�m too young to wish for. I pictured white wedding dresses and pretty, low heeled shoes. I pictured a certain boy in tux. I�m in love with his cheeks. I pictured ceremonies and flowers and dancing and food.
I despise my mind for wandering in such wonderful directions. I want to say, no too soon but the images continue to waltz by in white and pink, green and blue.
I�ll remove myself from such things, and picture something less enjoyable, but much more safe. Yes, this is a safety issue.
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