9:47 pm - Sunday, Sept. 15, 2002
Song:
Falling more and more for him, and I hate the separation. I want to hold him in my pocket for all those moments I need him. Just a little boy in a bottle� the Chris edition.
I know I�m getting sick, and then I need Chris even more.
In fact, I just need him in general. I wish I could point a finger and say, �He�s an ass� he did this, this and that to me�.
Unfortunately nothing is anybody�s fault.
How are you supposed to stop loving someone that way?
This is too depressing for me. Way too much effort to miss him all the time.
I have other problems�
Like being exhausted, heartbroken, and lonely at 9:30 at night.
I�m falling more and more to the land of the pathetic.
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