12:52 am - Thursday, Sept. 12, 2002
Song:
Things that now make me feel like crying:
-His diary
-The cd he made me
-Thoughts of sex or kissing
-the words: love, Seattle, Chris, forever, marriage, sex, kisses
-Being hugged by friends, and only thinking about him.
I know this is what I need... but why is that so hard to deal with?
Why do I have to love him so much? Why does that imperfection exsist?
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