10:37 pm - Saturday, Jul. 06, 2002
Song:
I'm so needy for him right now. I want every single bit of his attention to be focused on me. Though I'm sure if it was, I would resent his clinging.
I just want some true clue that it's me he wants. I love him. What is going on with me right now. I never feel like this.
I've been sitting on my roof, studying the sky above me. There's so much out there, yet I focus my attentions on minor things. I'd rather pout that he doesn't care enough then open my mind to what is beyond the dramas of a sixteen year old.