10:10 pm - Friday, Jan. 04, 2002
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About my last entry: I was upset. Thats basically all I can say. I was blowing things out of proportion, and I had no reason to do so. I went to Kevins today. It was so perfect. Just laying in his arm feels wonderful beyond belief. It's just such a shocking thing to feel.
I also relized something today. I no longer love Adam, in that want to date kinda way. I would hate to lose his friendship, but I am no longer in love. I see no one else but Kevin.
I really want to be with him, in eveyway, to feel that perfect closeness, but there are problems there. It's not that big of a deal though. I could spend forever in his arms.