9:54 pm - Wednesday, Apr. 17, 2002
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i like when i am allowed to be the happy, smiling, talkative me... but it comes to far apart now... i want to be that... i am that...
but i am also this girl who is lost in a darkness she doesn't comprehend... who wont stop being sad and she doesn't know why...
why can't everything just be right again... was it ever right before... why do i cry when i try to smile...
i talked to dave on the phone... he made me happy... i smiled and i talked... i felt good... but i also felt that sadness still there... just taking momentary hibernation...
i've been told i should be more careful when it comes to giving my phone number and such... and yeah... i really should...
i can't help it... i love meeting new people... i love people