8:13 pm - Wednesday, Jan. 23, 2002
Song:
My Third entry for today...
Maybe I'm not done
Maybe I just hate myself sometimes
and maybe I always hate my brother
and maybe I cried today because he bent my tiara
and maybe Seth is trying to hook up with me again
and maybe I want to be with him
but maybe he treats me like a piece of ass too much
and maybe I feel guilty
and maybe thats because of Kevin
and Maybe I still love connor
and maybe thats crazy
but maybe I don't mind being a little crazy
because maybe normal people really do scare me sometimes
and maybe I think people who wear the shirts that say that (normal people scare me) are too normal for my tastes
and maybe I think people who try to act like they aren't part of sociaty, who act like they are such misfit's are normal
and maybe they don't scare me
and maybe thats just because they wish they did
and maybe I would scare them
because maybe they think preppy clothes and a smile, cheerleading and poney tails, make you happy
and maybe thats why they're normal
because maybe they stand behind those normal misconceptions
and maybe I need to just straight out say my feelings and not hide behind so damn many maybes