11:24 pm - Saturday, Jan. 05, 2002
Song:
I'm a bitch
Straight up
Because being away from him bothers me
because I want to be clingy, but it'll scare him off
So I try not to be
But I bitch when I can't be
I want to cling beacuse it makes me feel good to have someone pay attention to me
is that a crime
But if I cling
he'll want to leave
and I see that
And I really don't want that
So I'm stuck with being a bitch
'sometimes being a bitch is all a woman has to hold on to'
I like to be able to tell people what to do
But he won't go along with it
he'll back away from clinging
He's smart enough to push away control
I'm looking for a new pillar
instead of allowing myself to be my own
I'm no good at this
-Megan-