10:43 pm - Wednesday, Nov. 20, 2002
Song:
I know part of me was pushing purposefully, because I hate how he is when he�s angry. But no, too far, and you can�t come back.
Slam the phone down, and I started crying. I sat with it ot my ear waiting until the number lights came on meaning a loss of connection.
I�m horrible.
I can�t change the way I feel. But I can tell you about it. I know. And yet, I desperately don�t want to.
If we never talk, we can never break up, and you�ll have to keep loving.