11:16 pm - Wednesday, Nov. 06, 2002
Song:
I feel like a burden and in the way, and I'm still here.
I don't want to go up to Seattle anymore. I don't even want t be with him this weekend. I'm stressed beyond belief, and he's hardly helping. I know he's stressed too, but only because of me. I can't be in that.
I have to make the choice now, and I choose not to pack.
I also choose to fuck it all. Let people think what they will, because I love Rahnia dearly and I'm not sure why she doesn�t see this, and I'm losing that happy edge I had with Chris and hating things I shouldn't.