5:33 pm - Wednesday, Oct. 09, 2002
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My plan was to go home and sleep through the hours between home and Chris� getting home from work.
Somehow I can�t. I read through my diary that Rahnia hates me because of. Realized Chris knew everything in there that I had once written about keeping from him. Everything comes out at some point or another.
I also wrote that I didn�t want Rahnia to know what happened because I didn�t want her to get hurt.
I didn�t.
Now she wont be going with us on Friday, and I no longer really see the point. Because all I wanted was to be with my best friends, to be with my boyfriend, to be happy with all of them.
And now I feel like I have none of them, yet Chris offered me this which made me feel moderately better.
Unfortunately Rahnia doesn�t believe in such things. Or she does. I just don�t know because she won�t hardly speak to me.