9:42 pm - Friday, Aug. 30, 2002
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I have bronchitis leading me to have no motivation for anything.
Be it writing in my diary� or paying attention to my wonderful boyfriend when he�s here.
We spent the day together. Hanging out more like best friends, which really I valued. I didn�t think it was too friend like. I got to sit with his arm around me and just talk.
It still takes me time to get into the groove with him. It�s easy for the phone to mess with your wavelengths, change your communication.
I think we were too much like friends for his taste.
This all lead to the conversation about pulling a long distance relationship through school. I�m going to be stressed enough without having to deal with a boyfriend. No matter how much I love him, it�s de4aling with sometimes.
We agreed to see what schools like and then decide. I hope that�s right.
I want more times to lay in his arms and talk.
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