10:13 pm - Friday, May. 17, 2002
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We ended up sitting in the middle of the street with him crying and me trying to figure out how to make it better. This is how my and Adam's evening ended.
We went to Old Country Buffet with his mom. It was nice. Then we were going to see a movie, but between 'Star Wars' and 'Spiderman' there's not much playing. We decided to find something else.
We ended up wandering around my old neighborhood. I showed him my park, and elementry school, and my old house and the places I used to play.
I did alot of growing up there. It holds my childhood. There's the place where we used to think they kept bears locked up in a little field and we'd look for them, and sometimes "see" them.
And there's the place where we saw the bum. When we were playing on the bike trail we found a porn collection in the bushes and we thought it was this other kids, so we (me and drew) went and got our other friends and took them back to see it. We were walking in one end of this rown of bushes, and from the other end came a bum with a shot gun. He did the little clicky thing with it and we all screamed and ran as fast as we could back to my house.
I love this place. It's a little white-trash neighborhood in the shade of the freeway.
Then Adan and I walked back to my house, and it was on the way that we got caught up in the tears in the middle of the street stuff.
I'm so confused, and trying to pick up all the pieces of my life... it's hard. This is alot like getting a divorce. Trying to build a new life, thats not around the other person. Everyone has a first love like this.