10:07 pm - Wednesday, Feb. 20, 2002
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I always regret things when it's all said and done...
An then I try to fix it...ask what people want... and they won't request it... because I break hearts...
And it's starting to seem like a hobby....
I hate this.... fuck.... it's not worth loving me for anyone... because I don't know how to handle that kind of affection....
And when all is said and done... I'll hate myself for saying this....
I's so sorry Richard.... all is said and done... may I repent?