10:48 pm - Friday, Feb. 15, 2002
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A Conversation between me and Rahnia... I'm a little nervous where this is going to lead... I would be Sparklinstar226, Rahnia is Fetalpig86
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Sparklin Star226: Penis
FetalPig86: meh
Sparklin Star226: I feel really bad I dind't make it there today
Sparklin Star226: *didn't
FetalPig86: don't worry about it
FetalPig86: it's really not a big deal
Sparklin Star226: what did ya'll do?
FetalPig86: we went hot tubbing
FetalPig86: and we watched movies
FetalPig86: and ate more sugar than we should
Sparklin Star226: Hummm... sounds good... I even brouth my swimsuit... planning to come over... :-(
Sparklin Star226: *brought
FetalPig86: don't feel bad
Sparklin Star226: why not?
Sparklin Star226: I really wante dto spend time with ya'll
FetalPig86: awww
Sparklin Star226: Don't you hate it when people change thier email addresses?
FetalPig86: yes
Sparklin Star226: I;m changeing mine
FetalPig86: grrrrr
FetalPig86: hissssssss
Sparklin Star226: Why?
Sparklin Star226: actually... I wont... its a lot of work to tell people abotu new email addresses... meekiefreekie is fine
FetalPig86: eh because I am in that kinda mood
FetalPig86: whatever you want
Sparklin Star226: I feel like talking abotu important stuff... unfortunately... I have nothing to say
FetalPig86: yeah well that's the way it goes
Sparklin Star226: I wanted to put a new diary entry up... but it was just about how I have nothing to say
FetalPig86: diaryland isn't working for me and I have things to say!!! GRRRRRR
Sparklin Star226: hummm.... have you tried just starting a new one?
Sparklin Star226: that would be annoying though
FetalPig86: yes it would
FetalPig86: I like what I said already in my other one
FetalPig86: I'm also kinda attached to my name
Sparklin Star226: humm?
Sparklin Star226: Ahh... I can only read one entry of your new one...
Sparklin Star226: Have you seen the new latout on mine?
Sparklin Star226: *layout
FetalPig86: yeah I like it
FetalPig86: but I had two entries
FetalPig86: meh
FetalPig86: Amanda says she's worried about me
Sparklin Star226: Did she give a reason?
FetalPig86: not yet
Sparklin Star226: i guess I can understand people being concernd abotu you
FetalPig86: why
Sparklin Star226: Because you never seem very happy
FetalPig86: I'm not
FetalPig86: but why is that a cause for concern
Sparklin Star226: I realize that no one can excpect happiness all the time... but it scares me that you never seem even slightly content anymore... and I wish you would tell me whats going on....
FetalPig86: people have to be happy to be "normal" now?
FetalPig86: not that there is such a thing as normal
FetalPig86: nothing's going on
Sparklin Star226: Normal is an impossible ideal
FetalPig86: maybe that's the problem
FetalPig86: why should it be an ideal
FetalPig86: I would not like to be considered normal
Sparklin Star226: It's not my ideal... it's sociatys ideal
FetalPig86: screw society
FetalPig86: I'm not fond of it
FetalPig86: especially when it expects and/or forces me to be something I'm not
Sparklin Star226: I have to go... I'm sorry... email me... I'll check it often... I am not fond of it either... I'm not fond of pretending to be soemone ekse for fear of being judeged by my friends
Sparklin Star226: I'm not scared of judegment from other people... but from my friends....
FetalPig86: okay
FetalPig86: will do
Sparklin Star226: bye
FetalPig86: I've noticed