6:24 pm - Tuesday, Jan. 22, 2002
Song:
The song brick is really sad
I don't know how to be anyone if I'm not Adam's girlfriend
pot isn't a bad thing
people who smoke pot aren't bad
people who are assholes are bad
sometimes I think my walls would look better black
just because black is dark
I used to wish i would end up in the hospital
just so i could see who would rush to my side
and who wouldn't care
sometimes I just don't care
It's easier to be alone with people
then alone without them
Theres a thousand things to blame crying on
so people never tell the truth
guys with red hair are hot
I want to see black hawk down
I want Rahnia to admit she's screwed up.
I also want her to admit she wants Adam
I just want people to tell the truth
And I want things to end
So I wish I would let them
I wish someone wanted me
I wish I knew who loves me
I wish I knew why I am writting this email.
I'll still send it
I just don't understand