5:23 pm - Sunday, Dec. 21, 2003
Song:
Why do I still let some of the things she said back then, get to me?
did she mean them then? Does she mean them now? Does she mean, the meaning of the mean things she sat on my lap and excepted me to swallow whole without throwing up. How can I understand these things when it's all supposed to be over. I'm recovering old memories, and my stomach churns.
Tell me I shouldn't lose faith over back then, and way back, and sophomore year. You don't know how hurt and uncertain I am without you. You don't know the pain and wails. You don't know, and I can't help you all the time. I want to help you all the time.
Why does anyone love him.?