7:28 am - Thursday, May. 23, 2002
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It's odd for me to reach for the phone in the morning and then think, 'no, I don't feel like talking to Chris.'
I mean, I never don't feel like talking to Chris. He's my love, I want to hear his voice all the time, I miss him when he's not there or when I can't hear him. He's so cute sounding when he first wakes up.
So why don't I want to call him? What is it that is keeping me from picking up the phone and pressing memory 1?
I miss him, but not enough apperently. I hate when I don't understand my feelings, or my actions. I just know that I don't feel like calling him.