10:28 pm - Wednesday, Nov. 20, 2002
Song:
Do you remember the time in my room when Everything was playing, and I sang it in your ear? Did that mean to you anything? I wanted it to mean something, because it was a powerful sensation in my heart. To you it seemed it was nothing. Just a moment of little importance. While thinking of it can make me cry, from the pure perfection I felt at the time, I see blankness in your eyes.
I’m hurting, and I’m blaming it on you, because for the first time it’s your fault, truly.
I want to move the winds under your feet and sweep you off so you can watch the world swirl by and see how important the moment is. I feel you just won’t catch the drift and you’ll drop like a walnut, rather than the glide I dream of. Like the things you blow away from white dandelions.
I am moved by you and I think everything is perfect. I’m growing dissatisfied in the fact you don’t see things the way I do, because for a while there I thought you did.
Your name’s Chris, but it’s lost at my lips to beg you to hold my heart closer because I feel you dropping me.
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